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[21 Feb 2006|02:40pm] |
the Romantic
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you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
- Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
- Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
- Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
- Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
- Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
- my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
- my ability to establish warm connections with people
- admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
- my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
- being unique and being seen as unique by others
- having aesthetic sensibilities
- being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a Four
- experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
- feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
- feeling guilty when I disappoint people
- feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
- expecting too much from myself and life
- fearing being abandoned
- obsessing over resentments
- longing for what I don't have
Fours as Children Often
- have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
- are very sensitive
- feel that they don't fit in
- believe they are missing something that other people have
- attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
- become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
- feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)
Fours as Parents
- help their children become who they really are
- support their children's creativity and originality
- are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
- are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
- are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BY
Would you rather have chosen:
AY (EIGHT)
CY (SIX)
BX (NINE)
BZ (FIVE) |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 25% on ABC |
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You scored higher than 56% on XYZ |
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[20 Feb 2006|02:41pm] |
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About A Boy also know as Der Tag der toten Ente (The Day of the Dead Duck) in German. I find that very amusing for some reason. :D
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[31 Oct 2005|03:23pm] |
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I Just Saw HITLER!!!! In Person, HA HA HA HA.
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[06 Sep 2005|06:12pm] |
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went and got my tattoo all alone, *gasp* but Pip made me feel at ease, so it wasnt as bad as i thought, yea it hurt, no i didnt cry, i took the pain, and it felt good, i can already feel the addiction, it bled a tiny bit, now it is a lil swollen, i am proud, i cant believe i wait so long for this, and i went to the mall and used my b-day money and bought a Corpse Bride t-shirt, hand cuff belt and earrings, now i need my new guitar to come and then i can rock out
here are the pics cause i know u are all dying to see
( Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star )
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[02 Sep 2005|02:21am] |
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YAY ITS MY B-DAY!!!! IM FINALLY 20!!!!!!!! PARTY PARTY PARTY......... WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME WHEN I GET A TATTOO (and knows a good place i can get one and doesnt cost too much)
WHO IS GONNA BE SWEET AND CALL ME TO WISH ME A HAPPY B-DAY PREFFERABLY AFTER 5
today i am forgetting everyone elses troubles because for one day in a year, today is about me, and i dont care how bad that sounds. woot!!!
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[31 Jul 2005|11:23pm] |
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warped tour rocked beyond belief, i love my friends so so much, esp Alana and SP. we got there just in time to catch Dillinger, tried to watch Fall Out Boy got close but people were too insane and we had to get out because of the heat and being touched punched shirts pulled etc. by people. the we caught Atreyu, Mest, and Thrice with a few bumps kicks and bruises from crowd surfers, also had breaks between for refreshment and a fun run thru the firemens hoses, felt sooo good though i had wet panties. then the ultimate best of all performance My Chemical Romance and we had the best spot ever full view of gerard and frankie *gasm* plus i got to enjoy the music without too much pushing and no crowd surfers. it is just too bad i could not see all the bands i wanted to see, like the bled with alana but next time for sure. oogles upon oogles of hotties!!! best day of the summer. woot. and i definatly have the sunglass tan YES! now time to nurse my poor head where it got kicked and hit, shower, and then sleep since ive had like 3 hours in the past 2 days.
p.s. pics as soon as i develop the camera and hopefully SP puts hers online quick!
She left the concert!!! with a T-shirt,,,,,,, Bruises,,,,,,, and a great Tan.
P.S. SP!!!! Sept 28 Nintendo Fusion Tour with Fall Out Boy (and The Starting Line, Motion City Soundtrack) at the State Theater
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[22 Jul 2005|12:30am] |
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Sup Chicken.
ha ha
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[13 Jul 2005|07:22pm] |
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I Love Zachary Laurence Vail!!!!!!
why, u may ask....... he is my bestest friend ever and i am gonna go see him soon or he is coming to MI to live with me or both, and eventually he is gonna come live with me either way some time between now and december. overall i am over joyed, i am actually smiling now. WOOT!!
<3
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[29 Jun 2005|08:53pm] |
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how come the 2 people i love the most hurt me the most, he makes me hurt intentionally and she doesnt know how much she hurts me. you didnt see me cry when u turned your back but in the pantry i let the tears fall.
i am getting help for what i am doing and feeling
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[26 Jun 2005|12:40am] |
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I killed a squirrel with my car, and i heard it crunch under my tire, i was so upset, it was an accident, he was running across to safety but then mid way he just turned around and smack! squirrel down.
today hurt my heart a lot, this week has been a painful week, physically and emotionally, i am starting my writing journal again, when that happens things are bad, and that is truly my last resort, i thought i was done with the whole depression thing, it is like all my hope is gone, my soul. i am the shell of a human walking this earth, breathing and blinking sometimes crying, that is all.
i hate it when my "friend" makes fun of me for my crying a few weeks ago and then makes me cry again at the end of the phone convo tonight, what a friend, i was there to listen to him all the time and the times i go to him he goes and makes fun of me, people suck major
the sparkle… in my eye is not joy hhh but the tears SSSSSS you made ME!!!!! ________cry
BACK TO DROWNING myself IN THE VOODKA BOTTLE that you put in my hands the day you turned your back
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[27 May 2005|08:01pm] |
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I am a FUCKING walking Zombie.
no one but Zach calls me and i just found out i owe like 511 euros plus all my bills, i have no money nor will i ever get money, i am so overwhelmed by this and its makin me cry life is SHIT!!! i come home from work and sleep all day then go back to work, how am i ever gonna find time to move from both my mom and dad house. its like i want to get out but then i dont want to. i want to just dissappear and then be out of everyones hair. at dads i am the fuck up for houses cause i have an opinion, everyone had a list of things they wanted in a house, everyone got for the most part what they wanted but me. i mean it could work but it just didnt apeal to me. and moms there is just too much shit in the house it is freaking me out and my mom isnt doing anything to start the moving cycle, and i got the doc results and well i have to be on "the Pill" for three weeks, visit the docs, then go from there for my treatment. i feel sad and hurty inside again which is not good. today its been one month :( not seeing you. i got to keep thinking june 9th and then things will better. at work i got to work in the infant section and that made me want a baby so so bad, i want to be married and older, blah. gtg food is here, wont be online too much so if anyone actually cares other than zach call me.
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[18 May 2005|12:27am] |
i most definatly got a job!! target overnight shift, 8$ per hr and i get weekends off. WOOT! getting a job makes me sad cause now i cant have my daily 3am conversations with my zach. now we get to talk on the phone every day which is still good but we do that now any way. i cant wait till june 9/10 when i get to see him. ive never felt this way about missing someone, its weird.
Take this KISS and keep it with you Always for the nights you feel Alone and the Tears wet your pillow.
( and finally..... )
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[24 Apr 2005|01:21am] |
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WTF?!?!?! THERE IS LIKE SNOW ON THE GROUND!!!
right now i am being kept awake by sour coated gummi fries, bubble gum eggs, and krabby patties!!! what a fullfilling dinner mmmmmmmmmm
I have been locked in my room too long, well now i have 2 essays finished, 1 essay started, 1 essay i have to finished editting and adding to, all i have left on my german take home is the short essay but i am waiting for a reply from my prof, and i got the research done on my next take home, i have glanced at my math and the cheat sheet ive somewhat started, i havnt even looked at the poster session thing yet but that isnt due until thurs so i think i am doing good so far.
ok back to work, watching the parent trap, and waiting for zach to get back from work.
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[03 Apr 2005|03:30am] |
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so onto a little bit of letting some shit out:
OMG! OMG! I am not going to my dads house this weekend "IM MEGA EXCITED" I can "just wait a day or so" "WOO!"
yea srry for the bit of sarcasm, but whatever i had to let out my grudge, its gone now, i wish people would be honest with me and respect my properity, seriously i mean come on, grow the fuck up.
done. on to happy news:
UNC kicked MSUs ass, WOOT!!!! WOOT!!! North Carolina was awesome, State kinda sucked major, missed A LOT of shots, i was just horrified when they missed the slam dunk, lol, anyway, Now Monday North Carolina is going to slaughter Illinois, at least i hope so, i have a special "lucky" hat from a special someone *wink* *wink* lol, GO UNC!!!!!
Well anyway, i guess like the pope died and since everyone is talking about it here is what i got to say, who cares he died, lets count how many people were killed by drunk drivers today, how many were murdered, how many committed suicide, how many dies from hunger, how many died from cancer, how many died in house fires, and how many children died at birth, just because he is pope doesnt mean he deserves more of your prayers, dont just pray for him, everyone should say a small prayer for everyone that has died today, and everyday like I do.
So, i cut my hair all by myself last night, did this frame thing around my face looks pretty good, hope it is even, zach said it looked nice, ooooo he broke his jaw at work thursday night trying to break up a fight, i was worried, friday we met up at steak&shake at like 230am-ish talked and ate, then went and talk a hella lot in my truck it was awesome. got back home late and kept talking online because neither of us could sleep. I am still happy as hell, life is great, i cant believe how much i am smiling.
Love Ya, *kiss*
~<3
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